Once upon a time there was a pretty little girl. She would run and play all day but as she got older she got slower and slower. She started to transform and she just told herself it was to be expected with age. She went through obstacles in her life that caused her to eat when she was emotional which was a lot of the time. She became...a blob,a couch potato, a no body, to herself she became worthless. Many times she tried to change this fact and become a better person but her insecurities kept pulling her down. One day though she really looked in the mirror and she hated what she saw but past what she saw on the outside she liked even less what she saw in her eyes. Defeat and shame. And things in her heart and in her mind began to click and she decided it was time to become a beast. She wouldn't let people push her around anymore and she wouldn't let her emotional triggers cause her to turn to food. She tried new healthier ways of eating. No fad diets, but a lower calorie clean eating life style change did occur. Then she began doing some light cardio and she liked the results she had...so then she decided to start lifting heavy because everyone that has studied up on getting fit knows for a woman that's how you get lean muscle. She's just started this journey but is sticking to it and knows one day she will be the beauty she's held on the inside all this time. This time around she's not giving up. And to make sure she doesn't her prince is also turning on his beast mode so that they can do this together.
Yeah I'm talking about me. I'm that little girl who has fought with her weight and emotional eating all her life. I have been on this road (this time around) since March 28th and in that time I have gone from 214lbs to 194.8lbs. I am pushing through and not giving up at 5'2 I have a lot of weight to lose and lose it I will. This is my journey and I hope someday I can inspire just one person to look inside themselves and know that if I could do this so can they.
